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Magpie Confessional: Small Business Neurosis
As you know one of my little trademarks is that I try to be transparent on this blog. Mostly this is because I do not have enough energy to do otherwise. (Masking is soooo draining.)
Also, I am a terrible actress.
So today I want to give you little peek into the neurosis that is me, trying to build a model for my work that is sustainable. (ie. some stuff for free, some stuff for fee)
As you know, I’ve recently launched an online soul spa, Flock: Soulcare with Magpie Girl. You may also have heard that I’m in the process of writing a book and creating content for several ECourses. Oh, and P.S., revamping my website. Right now most of these are in various stages of production, and all of them are stuck until my lovely designer can finish the artwork. (Apparently this does not happen by magic, nor overnight. Damn.)
Oh, and p.s. more money is going out than is coming in.
I have been blogging for 7 years, false-starting books for the last 3, and trying to figure out how to offer soulcare to a happy band of misfits for as long as I can remember. Now, when I’m ready to send things out in the world I feel stymied and stuck.
I can’t tell if I’m “going slow to go fast,” or just fucking things up.
My Gremlins are telling me that I’m charging to much, and that people don’t like me, and that my lack of art and computer skills are going to bog me down forever. Basically all the normal things the Gremlins say. I’ve fed them taffy and made them martinis– I’ve even taken them out for a walk, and nothing is calming them down.
So here is what I am going to do:
1) I will tell you True Things about this process.
2) You will SEE them.
3) This will help the Real feel more Real.
So if you could, if you wouldn’t mind…after reading this could you please put a note, or at least “I SEE YOU” in the comments? That would really, really help.
Thanks!
1. “Honoring my Work Makes it More Powerful” — This is my mantra. It reminds me to charge for things. (I have to say it a lot.)
2. Heretics break new ground. Don’t fear the stake.
3. “It’s all happening.”
4. Your creative pattern is “wait, wait, GO!” Watch for the green light.
5. You don’t have to be afraid of being big…
6. …and Small is Beautiful.
7. Generosity is a form of wisdom. Even if the people you promoted don’t promote you back, it is still worth taking the time to help out.
8.Eventually you will tip, go viral, and find (more) of your people.
Okay folks, time for me to go back to creating products. I knew I could count on you!
Thanks for being here.
